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Body
People, Mind People One of my early teachers
was Shivananda Saraswati, who was about 85 years old when I first met him.
He was traveling on the Greyhound bus, and I was so impressed that I
became his traveling companion. He was a Vedantin monk, and told me that
Vedantins were often great scholars who practiced a kind of awareness
called 'witnessing,' but who could also be condescending about bodily
care, seeing it as a burden and obstacle to liberation. However,
Shivananda observed that his fellow monks were frequently ill, and lacking
in energy. So he trained himself in yogic postures, breathing, diet,
cleansing practices; but intensive meditation practice remained primary. What I learnt from him
was to care for my body as an integral part of dharma practice. During our
travels together, I slept in the same room with him. No matter what time
he went to sleep, he'd pop up at two or three in the morning, and just go
right into meditation. He wouldn't even shower-he'd just sit for 3 or 4
hours or more, and then wash up and tend to what had to be done during the
day. He told me that if I paid attention, I could learn to understand the
needs of the body, and possibly have a relatively painless old age. There
are no guarantees in life, he said, but it was possible. He went even further,
saying that his deepest spiritual breakthroughs came after the age of
seventy. And that's because, he said, he still had a good deal of energy
because of his yogic living; and a lot of small- mindedness that sometimes
accompanied his younger days had fallen away. So when he saw that I was
interested in meditation, he encouraged me to do yoga practice as well,
since for him there was no split between the two. When Shivananda returned
to India I took training in different hatha yoga schools, but found
serious meditation practice to be lacking. My love for meditation
was finally fulfilled first in Zen and then in vipassana. I noticed a
tendency for the hatha yogis to be primarily "body people" and
the vipassana yogis to be "mind people." I saw the limitations
when such fragmentation is carried to an extreme. You can get cut off from
wisdom where there is an infatuation with the qualities that care of the
body can produce: youthfulness, energy, health, attractiveness, and lots
of compliments. Perhaps this is where Western hatha yoga has sometimes
gone astray, a kind of "spandex yoga," quite alien to classical
yoga's comprehensive and deeply meditative approach to liberation. When we turn to vipassana
practice, there is tremendous emphasis on mindfulness of the body, much of
it designed to weaken and eliminate any tendency we might have to get lost
in our identifications with the body. There are contemplations on the
thirty-two parts of the body, which is like an ancient manual of anatomy.
Sometimes it's called "contemplations on the unloveliness of the
body". This practice is not training in aversion, but rather is an
antidote designed to counteract or balance off strong infatuation and
identification with the body. Most of the time this practice is used by
celibate monks, but it can also be helpful for laypeople. Other contemplations that
are similar have to do with seeing the body as just composed of the
elements-earth, air, fire, and water-and the teaching of marana-sati, the
contemplation of death and the decomposition of the body. The yogi uses
visualizations, or if possible, actually practices in front of a real
corpse. One of my teachers and I spent a whole evening with a decomposing
corpse. Sitting there, mindfully aware of what it aroused in me and
reporting these reactions back to my teacher, was very helpful. It was
frightening at first, but not so much after a while. It became very clear
that I was of course looking at the fate of my own body as well. Many suttas taught by
Buddha include reflections on aging, sickness, and death. The point of
these teachings is to reflect on the fact that this body must age; that we
are not going to be youthful forever; the body must grow ill; no one
remains healthy forever; and the body also must die. We are all destined
to die; none of us are exempt from this lawfulness. Such observations can
be useful reminders that help balance our attitudes if there is vanity and
pride in youth. Many foolish things are done out of such pride and
attachment; unskillful actions can easily grow out of an ignorant
relationship to our body. Sometimes we do things in
our youth and we pay for it for the rest of our lives. We wind up in
prison, or make harmful decisions that are irreversible. The same with
illness. There can also be a vanity and attachment to vitality and health.
Good luck! No matter how many organic foods and supplements we funnel into
our body, there will still be sickness from time to time. These
reflections help put the body in perspective. They are not designed to get
us depressed, but rather to wake us up! Can we simply see that
there is this body; not that it's "my body" or that "I am
this body." The Buddha offers many teachings and practices which help
us weaken and uproot these identifications, which cause so much
unnecessary suffering. If you take up hatha yoga or other forms of body
training, keep these teachings in mind to protect you from getting lost in
the allure of a healthy, energetic, attractive body. My first teacher, J.
Krishnamurti, took vigorous walks, did yoga everyday, had a very careful
diet, and obviously was also devoted to a life of awareness. He had a
wonderful image to help us maintaining balance. He would say, "In a
profound way, you are not your body. But having a body is like being a
cavalry officer. If you go into battle on a horse, you had better have a
strong healthy horse. You are not the horse, but the horse is very, very
important. Your life depends on it." Our challenge is to
appreciate, respect, care for the body, enjoy the well-being of it, but
not to make a self out of its condition. Can we avoid turning our yoga
practice into a sporting event, or a beauty contest? There is a way of
doing yoga where we appreciate the body's intrinsic dignity. Almost any
posture, when executed with care and respect, is dignified. In vipassana
practice, on the other hand, I have observed that it's possible to really
enter into the body and develop strong and deep insights, to clearly see
the impermanent and empty nature of the body, to experience all the great
liberating energy and vitality that comes from that seeing, but at the
same time know very little about how to take care of the very same body.
Perhaps some of the loss of health, energy, and vitality that comes with
aging can be minimized if we can use mindfulness to learn about our
bodies' need for food, water, rest, movement. I found that in my
vipassana training, my own background in yoga practice was invaluable. The
same mindfulness that can help you see impermanence and insubstantiality
can also help you see that you're eating harmful foods. Shivananda
Saraswati used to put a lot of emphasis on food. Remember, if you're a
meditator, you're in the mind business. There are many things that support
a bright, alert mind. One of them is diet. Certain foods incline the mind
to be more agitated, more jumpy; other foods make you heavy and sleepy.
Food can also help the mind be light, calm, energetic-qualities so helpful
for vipassana yogis. A bit of attention can help you learn which foods,
and how much of it, are beneficial for meditation practice. You see where I'm going
with all this. We have a mind and a body and we need to take care of the
body in such a way that it becomes an asset to dharma practice. Can we do
hatha yoga (or any other form of bodily training) with the same wisdom
that guides vipassana practice? Can bodily care become an element in our
dharma practice? If so, such yoga could help us have more health and
vitality, and enable us to do extended periods of sitting meditation with
more comfort and ease. A specific example from
my own practice and teaching: I do viniyoga, which emphasizes constant
awareness of the conditioned movement of the body and breathing in all
postures. This helps bring about a more vivid quality to the breath
sensations, making breath awareness meditation more accessible. This is an
asset for yogis engaged in ānāpāna-sati [mindfulness of breathing],
especially for those with faulty breathing habits, which can incline the
mind to distraction. If the postures were practiced with the same
deliberate mindfulness used, for example, in walking meditation, such
conscious breathing and movement would not only facilitate meditation
practice-it would be meditation itself. Someone once asked Kapleau Roshi,
the well-known American teacher of Zen who used to do yoga as well,
"Isn't there a conflict between your Zen practice and your yoga
practice?" And Kapleau Roshi said, "No, I just do yoga in the
spirit of Zen." That's just it. It's not
about chakras or kundalini rising, as valuable as this approach may be.
It's just that when I do yoga, I do vipassana.
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